So I have to go. If anything I posted while on this spree that you wish to discuss, text me.
*breaks a glass bottle* who wants to fight *accidentally cuts someone* oh my god are you ok
this post is so canadian
i live in texas
you’re definitely Canadian
IM NOT FUCKING CANADIAN
One of us, one of us.
WHATS GOING ON
ONE OF US, ONE OF US.
ONE OF US. ONE OF US.
IM GOING TO CRY SOMEONE JUST GOT CANADIANIZED
That moment when you wanna kill the world because you now have the responsibilities of both a techie and an actor -_- I was looking forward to one fuckinh Saturday off. I feel terrible being angry because close friends weren’t put on tech but god fucking dammit. If I could give Rachel my spot I would because this is pissing me the hell off and I know it fucking shouldn’t but I feel guilty and angry and I don’t want the responsibilities of both. Fuck. Great.
I know I sound like a spoiled brat. But I just feel like crap because I have two close friend’s and I just made one of them cry and think she’s disliked and worthless when she’s really 10 times thr worker and person I am or ever will be. So yeah, I’m stressed, guilty and feel like shit.
WAIT. If the freind who feels worthless has a name that starts with an R that’s shit. Tell her I said so. In the least creepy way possible. She’s just as important as anyone else in tech. Mike just didn’t pick her. Kaelyn is an incredibly competent techy and she didn’t get tech for Nicholas. Mike is insane. He’s occasionally a colossal ass. But he cares. And he has his reasons. And none of those reasons are that she’s disliked or worthless. If emotions weren’t stronger than my logic I’d have started trying to date her after the whole Emily thing went in flames. The part of brain that isn’t being a sad fuck sees her as smart, attractive, and all in all a wonderful person I’d enjoy loving.